April 2018
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frazzled yet ecstatic


AGH so much has happened in the past week and I haven't had a chance to write about any of it and I'm tired and I ought to be asleep in 10 minutes but I also want to write, if I can...

That job I was hoping for fell through :-/ but I do still have two leads on other jobs so I'm not fixating on it. The uncertainty is starting to get to me though -- it's pressing on the back of my mind. Especially as my heart gets more entangled here. I mean, I wanted to stay here anyway but I do miss my lil sis desperately so I was rather on the fence emotionally about what to do and now I'm very clearly in favor of staying here. I'm just not sure how that will work. I think I'm safe as far as a place to sleep but I have to figure out what to do with my stuff and how to pay phone, car insurance, food, gas, etc.. :-p But that's just a buzz in the very back of my mind, because ultimately I know it will work out. This is where I'm meant to be so even if I have to leave, I'll be back.

I just got started on writing about the past week but I'm only one day in and it's taken me ages and I don't really have the energy for it right now so it'll have to wait. Note to self! write about:

-- going to Red Top with Wade & sharing touch/energy
-- spending time with Anita & zir family
-- spiritual/energetic realizations/ponderings about Anita's family & family in general
-- sharing touch/energy with Anita, our connection
-- sexual experiences and realizations (will be friends-locked and in the (opt-in) sextalk filter, I think)
-- going to Helen with Ben & Nicole & Toby

sounds: Abba - The Name Of The Game
connecting:

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Comments
kmiotutsie ══╣╠══
What is your sister doing right now? Is she still in school? Would she be interested in getting a place with you, somewhere where the two of you can enjoy life and split rent??

(sorry if this came through multiple times; I forgot to log in....)
david tennant -- hamlet to be b&w
radiantbaby ══╣david tennant -- hamlet to be b&w╠══
As justben has probably said, you are always welcome with us, if push comes to shove (job or no job, we can help you get on your feet as best we can). *hug*
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Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.