Ben's in charge of getting Miss K's present...
I want to get my spiritmom something, but now that I have two days instead of the 9 I thought I had, what I wanted to do I can't.
Speaking of Paula -- she's on bedrest, and she can't be due until sometime in August, I don't think. Which means she's in a delicate position. They never tell me ANYTHING. I cried again. I suppose being left out hurts so damn much 'cause I want to be adopted, as dumb as that may be. But they are the only family that ever gave me a supportive, unselfish, accepting-and-loving-me-for-who-I-am home.... I can't help it.
I couldn't sleep last night -- after praying with Ben for an hour or so, I got in bed at 3, laid there 'til 5:30, mostly just praying. I don't understand why I was so wide awake, unless God was just determined to have me pray for longer. It was odd.