December 2017
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school stress


I've been writing less recently because I've been feeling swamped by school, and doing a lot of distracting to cope. My stats class has only 5 graded pieces for the whole semester and 3 of them are due the last two weeks of the semester. Even though I find the second half of the material a lot easier, just the fact that I could get an A or completely flunk and not know it until the final grades are in is exhausting and terrifying. I did finish my homework early (just have to give it one more look-over before I submit it) and I do have two whole days to finish my final project, and the final exam is mostly on stuff I like and am good at, but UGH at having no real concept of how well I am doing in the class. My other two classes are not stressful for me except that they take time I could be spending on stats.

I did manage to clean today at least. I have some stuff I want to write on but my brain is fried so I am going to go to sleep and hope to write when I wake up.

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classical_wolf ══╣╠══
I hear you about feeling swamped and overwhelmed. I hope things even out soon!
acid_burns ══╣shay/ another love song╠══
I wish I lived there. I'd sweep in and make you hot tea and and food, give you a hug, and be on my way again.
bunnika ══╣bunny: glasses╠══
I'm certain you'll do wonderfully on your final assignments, and have no reason to stress about your grade. But I know how hard it is to maintain that sort of confidence when you don't have anything solid in writing yet. Just try to believe in yourself and your abilities.
hardigrin ══╣╠══
*hugs* From everything you've said, you'll blow you stat stuff out of the water. I'm really glad you're taking care of yourself and cleaning and resting and doubleglad you're keeping writing even if it's just to say "AHH too stressed to write!" Yay selfcare. <3 <3 <3
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