It's tearing me up when I think about it... so I don't. Instead, I read and code and concentrate on other things.
... stuff like this:
If any of you are into fantasy creatures/books/writing/cultures, I opened a community for talking about such things -- I'm not going to beg anybody to join because it's building on it's own! Yay! it's __fantasynovel. So far all the people are cool. I feel pretty pleased with myself.