November 2017
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how I'd spend my last day if I knew I only had one left: cuddles, telling everyone goodbye, shrooms


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prompt from wanderipity: How would you spend your last day if you were to die tomorrow?

I would have Topaz, Kylei, Heather, Allison, Sydney (also Firekat & Arizona if they could get here in time), and maybe one or two others come over to my house and spend time with me, and I would have Hannah, Jacqueline, Abby, Elizabeth, Lisa, Nea, and Adi videochat in if they wanted. I would record videos to everyone I love (all those mentioned here as well as most of the people on my flist), and tell my people how to portion out my things. I would find someone to take care of Kanika. I would spend some individual time telling each person who was with me goodbye, and would cuddle with everyone and kiss everyone who wanted. I would probably try to get Kylei-Hannah-Topaz and Topaz-Kylei-Heather-Sydney-Allison to promise to give their best effort to build together and stay connected to each other. About 2 hours before the end, I would take mushrooms (assuming that I wasn't in pain or feeling physically bad: if so I would not take them). I would want to be holding hands with everyone in a circle (Topaz on my right and Kylei on my left) when I actually died. All this is assuming everyone would be okay participating -- if they weren't, that'd be okay (and I'd still make them a video goodbye).

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Comments
zimtkeks ══╣╠══
This sounds like a wonderful last day both for yourself and the people around you.
belenen ══╣garrulous╠══
thanks, I would want it to make the loss of me as much easier on everyone as I could make it.
ragnarok_08 ══╣NGE ★ beacon of hope╠══
That sounds like a wonderful last day :)
belenen ══╣beautiful╠══
I agree <3
volamonster ══╣mushroom's dragon╠══
I would DEFINITELY want to connect with you on your last day, that is without question! This sounds like a magical way to say goodbye to life.
belenen ══╣dreamy╠══
I am glad to know this <3 and glad you think so!
wanderipity ══╣╠══
A video goodbye eh? So bittersweet. :) In a good way.
call_me_katya ══╣Exploring╠══
I love this. I love the mixing of practical things, thinking of others, and simple pleasures, especially that you're wanting others to connect after you're gone. I know I'm strange about video chats [trying to puzzle out why, I suspect it may be the illusion of eye contact yet knowing it's artificial; that when you think the person is making eye contact they're actually looking directly at the camera and when you look at their eyes onscreen it looks to them like you're looking down] but I would definitely participate in this, have no fear!
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