April 2018
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rocking myself to sleep


Last night I rocked myself for at least an hour before falling asleep. Not on purpose either -- I just kept realizing that I was doing it, and today I was sore in odd muscles.

Tonight I caught myself doing it again.

I'm really lonely and stressed... moving, the parents thing, the lack-of-people-who-want-to-be-around-me thing.......

feelings: ...

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i_ask_why_me ══╣╠══
Weird things
That sounds cool but not cool at the same time. I might try that. I know when I go to bed with too much on my mind I wake up sore the next day.
Sucks to be lonely and stressed...let me know if you need a shoulder :)
beautiful
belenen ══╣beautiful╠══
Re: Weird things
Yeah I know -- it makes me feel better, but it also signifies that there is stuff going on inside me that I'm not letting out... which isn't good. :-/
Thanks for the offer of a shoulder -- I think it did me as much good as an actual shoulder. ;-)
darkpool ══╣╠══
I'm sorry you're feeling stressed and lonely.
gentle
belenen ══╣gentle╠══
It's always good to hear someone cares... thank you.
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